My Public Dear Diary

Outings during the holidays

16 December 07 - I went to 1 Utama that day with my 4 highschool closest friends, never went out with them for almost 3 months, due to different Unis or colleges, while some were busy working.

We went there for a karaoke in Neway. It was so comfortable and luxurious, the air condition was so cold, there was a toilet attached, we dont have to get out of the room to look for the washroom, big Tv, big room with 4 microphones. But the food sarks... Kimberly ordered a porridge for me. The ingredients in this bowl of porridge were a type of kacang like bake beans, a hard hard tasteless thing, "salted vegetable" this is the worst, it makes the porridge so salty and when it is not hot, you feel like vomitting when you put inside your mouth. The first few scoop was ok, when it reaches the lower part of the bowl, "oh my goddd ~ " can fired the cook immediately. The most delicious was "yau zha kuai" thats all...

The not so good thing in Neway was, they kick you out of the room when it is time. We usually go to Sg Wang Redbox and they gave us 3 hours, but there were a few times, we sang more than 3 hours, they allowed us to sing till our voice dried up. And there were no english songs in Neway, only mandarin songs and Kimberly kept selecting Rynn Lin's songs until i fall in love with Rynn and his songs, hahaha !! xP

After karaoke, we went for a movie and the earliest movie was "The Heart Break Kid" - 410pm. It was a very very funny plus horny movie, we were given the middle seats row G and there were not many people watching, nobody sitting in front of us, we were like the first row. So the 2 guys and Kimberly put their legs in front and this Kimmy, she was wearing skirt that day, haha.

After that, Kimberly and her sister had to leave as her mother came and picked them up and left the 4 of us in the building. We cant find our way out and we had to ask security every floor we went, until my slipper broke again!! arghh... Thank god, Ting bought a new slippers and she let me wore it, felt really sorry for wearing her new slipper first before she get to wear it. Ruin my day mann... stupid ~ ~ First time wear it and broken already, ishhhh...

And today, i went down to Times Square for lonely shopping again, as you know, it is year end sales. The clothes and shoes were really cheap, i bought a pair of slippers (hopefully it wont break again), a formal scarf, 5 blouses and a stocking. My closet is gonna burst, i think it is already burst, ^^

Alright till here, need to save when Uni starts next month, gonna save to upgrade my handphone and Malaysia Open tickets, Kien Keat i am coming again !! haha.

Brother's Convocation

15 December 07 - That day was my elder brother's biggest day in education after studying for 3 years, he finally received his Diploma in Animation from Dasein Academy Of Art and the convocation venue was held in K Klub. The club that located very, very near my home. 5 minutes walk, drive dont have to say, its even faster, haha.

My bro was very very excited definitely, he was all smiles and laughing during that day. The night before, he went for a hair cut, shave his baby moustache and stay up late to have a drink with his friend. My mum told him not to sleep late, so that he wont look so dead during his convo, but he never listens.

Only my mother and I made it to his convocation, my dad had meetings that day while my younger brother, he doesnt cares. He only cares his online computer game, chatting and laughing with the monitor...

Before that, my brother didnt want us to attend, he kept saying it is a very cheap convo and nobody brings their parents...etc. In the end, he made up his mind and asked us to go. So we bought a medium size specky graduation bear for him. And now that teddy bear is sleeping with him.

It wasnt really cheap like what he said, many of them received bears and flowers, it looked kindda grand. But the show performances prepared by the students are really really cheap, sorry to say that. Everybody had a question mark on their head after the show, asking each other "Finish already??" "Like this only...??"  And the female emcee, her english is not broken, but it is unclear and not fluent. You will get frustrated easily because you want to listen, but it is unclear and you will frown your eyebrows, causing headache, lol.

The monkey group was definitely my brother's gang. Each and every one of them went up the stage, they will shout and scream like nobody's business, haha. The most crazy one is this guy called Ah Phang, he ran up the stage so quickly, the person in front of him was still posing for the photographers and he went up and destroy it, lol. And he wants to look cool that day, thus he didnt put on his glasses and his mortar board kept falling because of his long hair causes not enough grip on his hair. Thats the reason he ran up the stage before his mortar board fall, swt ~ ~

Our digital camera sent for repair, so it wasnt really fun, as we dont have a camera, thanks to my lil brother ~ We stayed there for around 4 hours and i was so hungry as i didnt take my breakfast. My mum woke me up at 745am and arrived there at 830am. By 130pm, i am so hungry. Quickly made a cup of oth meal, the fastest food, haha.

One day, i will be wearing this gaun and mortar board, wait for me... haha ^^

Friendster Frustration

I am damn freaking frustrated of 'Friendster' now, i cant log into my account and it kept flashing a blank page and saying, "Cannot find whatever crap file..." I've tried clicking the refresh button for i dont know how many shitty times and the result is still the SAME!! Typed the site address again and it gave me the same page as well, so damn piss off !!

I thought there is no line and i check my modem, it is ok. So i try going to other sites such as, google, blogspot, yahoo, msn... FINE. Only this stupid dumb ass site show me, cannot find this file, whatta crap you cannot find this file...

Ok, maybe Friendster line is busy, they should know there are millions of people signing up this site and whats with all the maintenance stuff??

Friends sending mails saying Friendster is closing, asking me to send to how many friends before my account will be deleted and stuff like that, why dont you just delete those people who has account 2,3,4,5... AND it is the same old freakin person. What so great of having 1000 friends and open another account and "THE BEST THING IS" they add the same friends again...

And and... of the 1000 friends in their list, they only knew half or not even half of them, others are to show off, "Wow.. i have 999 friends," (arberden...  - -lIl )

Those who read this and you think i offended you, i apologise, coz i've been having this problem for a few days and started to be very grumpy, thus just want to ease my frustration here, no hard feelings... peace V

Working at Miss T Jusco

Oct 16 Tuesday - It is already 1 week while working in Miss T outlet at Jusco and today, i have an off day, really make use of this day to sleep and do some mask on my face.

It is really tired and i feel like quitting after 3-4 days, but i didnt do that coz i dont want people to look down on me. My legs were so 'weak' when i came home and my feet really need cold water to make it 'alive' again. But i feel i did lose some weight (that is what i want,lol) because i got to stand for 8-10 hours for 6 days and i dont have proper dinner.

There are interesting and frustrating things happening there too, the most piss off incident was, i met a Johorian customer, she is a rich lady, skinny and dye her long curly hair gold, overall she looks like a prostitute farker mother bitch. She said that i am 'deaf,' whatta fark!! It was during Raya and Jusco had some stupid noisy bands and music screaming shouting outside and we have our own Raya song too, so it was really damn noisy.

She called me "xiao mei," Excuse me, i thought you are calling your daughter man, i was entertaining a customer and you stand far away from me, how do you expect me to hear you by calling me 'xiao mei!!!" And she asked me in mandarin what brand is this. But she uses the chinese word "biao" not "pai zhi," so i dont know what the heck she is talking as my chinese standard is not really high and KL people DONT say this, com' on!! So i ignore her and she said "i am asking you lehh?" I was so piss off and i asked her back, "What "PAI ZHI" is it?!!" Then she said, "ahh, what pai zhi.." Stupid, come into what shop also dont know, thats why i dont really like my aunts in Johor, the way they talk really one kind and rude, rich lady very great harr, walk a few steps and pok kai lahh!! sei 8po !!!

Lets talk something more entertaining, but it makes me mad too, there were 2 young ladies, wearing formal with a black hand carry bag came into the shop, that time i was alone while my senior was in the store room having her lunch and she spoke to me with mandarin and english mix, and her english is not clear, she asked "qing wen ni de 'bosx' zai ma?" I thought she was looking for a box to wrap present and i pointed to the floor saying, "There are different sizes of boxes there..." She looked at the floor blur, and she speaks again, this time all english, "No, i mean is your BOSS here?" Then i gave her a sign look and stare at her, "Ohh, boss harr, hold on..." I was really mad coz it makes me look so stupid that i cant differentiate "box" and "boss" !! When i told my senior, we actually had a great laugh, because those 2 manglish ladies wanted to ask our boss to buy insurance and EPF stuff which our boss trying to ignore them...

Unfortunately, i fall sick today, i had a sore throat, but i still can talk, its just that the throat is kindda painful and irritating, showing a bad sign. So my mum made a cup of apple cider, hopefully it will be ok by tomorrow because i need my voice to speak to the customer, if not i will lost my commission.

4 more weeks to go !!! I cant wait to quit!!! lol, working at my previous sales assistant job in Isetan KLCC for Fila was much more fun because i dont have to mop and sweep the floor in the morning and wait for my supervisor to count the nett sales and close the shop only can leave. There are janitors vacuum and sweep the floor in KLCC and it close on time, while working in an outlet, sometimes there are still customers in the shop and it is really frustrating...

And also, in KLCC, the customers there are more polite and educated, no bitch!! If lucky get to meet some good looking foreigners or celebs, lol...alright till here, gotto sleep...night^^ (forgive for speaking fault words)

End Of Year 1 in Degree

Sept 25, 07 - Finish my last paper - Literature and now i have a 3 months holiday, woOoo!! Happy Happy, no books for this 3 months!!

After i finished my paper at 1130am, we told each other that "we will meet next year!" - Goodbye my friends its hard to die - Seasons in the Sun by Westlife, lol...

I went Time Square straight after finishing my paper and i bought 2 Tees, a short jacket, a bag, a purse and a cute bagde to pin my jacket. Now, i am use to shop alone, last time, i always drag a friend along, more and more independent now, yeahh!! ^^

At 2pm, my friend who is working near Time Square came and look for me after finishing her lunch, we've never met for 2-3 months and she actually slim down and more feminine. Usually her voice is loud and the way she walked is rough, NOW, So Girlie!! good sign good sign...

I took the train back around 3pm to avoid the jam pack train after 4pm i guess, as you know, puasa month and later went to the market with my mum and that fruit seller tauke (my mum always buy fruits from him) make fun of me, lol...

He said, "Ah moi!" I stared at him, he was shocked and asked my mum, "Anak aunty ke?" My mum replied, "yealah" "Patutlah sangat leng macam mak!" he said. Then my mum shoot back, "you jangan kacau anak saya, nanti dia takut tak mau teman saya datang lagi!" The tauke said, "aiyaa, janganlah, teman mak lain kali, tak banyak leng ah moi tengok kat sini!" "Nanti kena culik macam Nurin ohh!" my mum said and this fruit seller uncle said... It was so funny... "Nurin kecik mahh, anak awak besar, bagi dia satu tumbuk!!" Wahh, everybody near the stall laughed so loud and those aunties looked at me before leaving, malunyaaa...

And after my mum and i gonna leave, he said this "Ah moi! Datang lagi yeaa!!" I ignored him, scary ~ ~ ~ Although i dont know whether he is calling my mum or me ah moi datang lagi...lol

My calves are cramp now, walked and stand too long and very sleepy, my eyes are half open... Most probably meeting the hair stylist tomorrow.

My other plans for these days are, give my bedroom a makeover, wash my clothes and jeans, clean the study room, bungkus the notes, learn to drive again after stopping for 3 months, search for jobs... PLAY BADMINTON!! i miss badminton very very much, i think my sport shoes had cracked, didnt wear for 2 years, lol...

But now, i need to SLEEP, restless nights during that 3 weeks... Happy Holidays peepz ^^

Last week of the semester

August 30, 07 - It was the last week of the semester and also the end of my year 1 in degree, time flies really fast, one blink another day has pass...

We watched movies during the last 2 days, the first movie we watched was on Wednesday in the media room. It was about the May 13 and Adam's thingy in 1987. After watching it, i actually understand better about what had happened and the reasons of the May 13 incidents and 1987 as i wasnt born during that time. Everytime i heard people saying, "Dont be like the May 13 incident.." I will be quite blur although i know it is something about racist...

Another movie was on Thursday during literature tutorial. We combined tutorials from 1230pm till 330pm, as the movie is almost 2 hours i guess. Dr. Roy was really a fantastic lecturer, she brought and bought FOOD for us so that we can munch while watching. She bought egg tarts, my favourite!! and swiss roll and she and her friend made a kind of keropok, it is delicious !! yummy...

We watched... oh godd.. i forgotten the title, something "Raggy boys..." It is something about literature, a very touching story, oh my godd...I felt like hitting that fella who abused the kids and caused Mercio's death !! arghh !! If i was watching it at home i would be crying, but in Uni, tahan lahhh... hahaha !! It was a nice movie...

It was also my worst week as i had a bandage toe, it actually hurts for quite some time, but i ignore it until Wednesday, it hurts whenever i walked, so i had to walk really really slow... I still had to hop up the bus, the train station and down the stairs again, cant believe this happen to me... The next day, i had to bandage my toe and took the train and bus and hopped to Uni again... Whatta !! So "jit dorr..." arghhh !!

While on the train and bus, people looked at me one kind, macam tak pernah nampak orang plaster toe dengan cotton ke??!!?? But the beauty is, how come i never think of skipping class??? hmmmm?? Because got tipsy for exams lohh.. hahaha ^^

Alright, till here... wish me luck and all the best in my exams!! May Shing jia you !! ^^

Malaysia 50th Independence

August 31, 07 - Happy Birthday Malaysia !! Did you guys celebrate Merdeka?? hmm... i didnt... how sad... BECAUSE OF MY LIL BRO !!

Usually my dad will drive my lil bro and I to a place very near the KLCC, i dont know what road is that as my direction is very poor, haha!! But this year, my dad did ask me whether i want to watch fireworks and i said, "cincai lahh..." When he asked my lil brother and he said he doesnt want to go. Therefore, it is a waste of time and petrol to drive there and it will be boring as i am the only one watching while my dad only accompany me...

We watched RTM1 at 12am, they were singing the Jalur Gemilang, Keranamu Malaysia, the new theme song for the 50th Independence, i forgotten the title of the song and not to forget, the national antheme. But they didnt capture the firework scene, only heard "bomb" sounds...

Then, of course we have speech from the Prime Minister, but before that, he had to shout "Merdeka" 7 times and my father said, "aiyoo, enough breath or not?" lol...

Abdullah's speech was really boring, because of the tone of his voice, he dragged his voice and it was monotoneous, my father listened for around 10-15min and he changed channel, cause it was really draggy and made all us felt boring, hahaha... maybe he was sleepy too as it was 12 something... lol...

I woke up quite early today, usually i sleep until 12pm, but today, i woke up at 10AM !!! Can you believe it??? hahaha... "Thanks" to those jet planes flying around the sky making that loud noise, lol... After that, i slept again at 230pm until 530pm, this is to take back the restless nights during the past few weeks, hahaha...

Not to forget, it is also the 10th Anniversary for the late Princess Diana ^^

Mr S explodes

August 27, 07 - What a nice way to end the semantic class with an EXPLOSION !!! It was the last day of semantics and this was what Mr S thanked us as a bloody students!!

I just dont understand why must he be so emo, arghh!! Com'on just repeat what you had said, it wont kill... You wont die for repeating the same thing as my mum always nag at us the same thing again and again... and she didnt feel bored at all... ^^

I've never seen such teachers and lecturers with this attitude in my 14 years of education, most of the teachers were so willing to explain again and they were so happy when the students asked them questions, but MR. S!! He wants to be different... which make us piss him off so much !!

He has two personalities as well. He can be bloody fierce, scolded us like nobody's business and after 20min, he came back with a smiling face and gave us tips for the exams and evaluated all of us. He also said that "I will surely miss all of you, you all are still my best students, you gave me a wonderful time during the past 14 weeks and now i have to lose you....blablabla" In my heart, "Yahh, whatever ~" We really gave you a wonderful time as your bloody students...

My parents didnt scold me that loud before and you scolded us and make me had a headache, i just cant stand those quarelling noise, it is so noisy, like a fly buzzing in my ears and the pitch is so, arghh, i dont know how to define, its just noisy...

I seriously dont know who is Mr S and which is the real Mr S, its like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, having 2 different personalities...

Anyway, i wanna dedicate this song to Mr S "Thanks for the memory - Fall Out Boyz"

Control yourself, if not you will be hated by the students forever... you need to seek counseling to understand students attitude and behaviours... peace !

It is almost the end of another sem

August 24, 07 - Its been a long time i didnt post a blog, and here i am...

Only one more week and it is the end of my yr1 sem2 degree in EL then i will be sitting for my finals on September 12-26, tension gila! After tension gila, then boring gila, because i will be relaxing at home for 3 months, maybe will find a job, I NEED MONEY to upgrade my handphone!! ^^

It is a hectic month, i have tones of assignments and presentations for the past 2-3 weeks and now, it is all DONE! Close file, open it for revision 2 weeks later, lol... I have a restless days since Friday till Thursday, slept at 3am because of those 'wonderful' assignments deadline. The worst days were on Sunday and Wednesday, slept at 330am and woke up at 6am. I can feel my feet is on the ground but my head is floating, almost pengsan in the train, lol, i stand and sleep... cool right??

When i reach home, i dose off straight away, usually it took me 15-30min to sleep, but that few days, a few seconds i can sleep like a pig and lost of appetite, because i am so very tired, felt like vomiting whatever i put something inside my mouth. But now, its getting better...

I missed out so many episodes of the Wah Lai Toi dramas, sometimes i watched, but fall asleep and when i got up, Finished, how nice ~ ~

This semester seriously end quite fast and it was also a busy and interesting semester, we keep on working, working and working and extend "OT" (over-time), lol...

And also, we lose one more friend again, she stopped because she encounters some "personal problems," and now my class has 34 students... it keeps on decrease and never increase of students, how sad...

Alright, till here... peace

Laughing is the best medicine

July 19, 07 Thursday - Wuahahahaha... Today is the best tutorial classes for grammar and literature. I laugh so hard until my cheek bone and stomach went 'paralyzed'... Was so tired after laughing, laughing and laughing, Goodness ~ ~

During grammar tutorial, Ms Wee didnt discuss about exercises but instead, let us play 'language card' game. There are... i dont know how many small cards all together (Ms Wee made it herself i guess) and we were divided into 3 groups of 5 people. My group were Anita a.k.a Annee, Suteng, Megan a.k.a Puss and Irene. We form a 'kuku' (nuts) family, thanks to the oral comm drama presentation and i am the 'mommy,' Irene as my 'sweetie,' Annee and Tengteng as my 'sons' and Megan as my daughter. (The youngest is the mummy pulakk ~ )

The game is about affixes and the first person to put a word, the next have to combine it with a pre or suffixe, if that person do not have that word then 'skip.' In the end, Tengteng was the winner, she finished all the cards first and the loser goes to... (drums)... Irene, hahaha !! Ms Wee asked us not to dismental the words we form because we have to use these words and create an advertisement, short story, interview etc. We chose short story and wrote about these kuku family with great metaphors... (Mr Selva (semantics lecturer) must be happy, XP)

While creating the story, we were already started laughing non stop and when we were practising how do we need to act after that, it was even worst.The story goes like this:

"Once upon a time, there is a youngish, disable and insane mother, she has a greyish, harmless, irrational and powerful husband. Their daughter is an irresponsible and loves to eat 'Crunchy' chocolate bar. They have 2 sons - Jake and Bobby. Jake is a gay, likes waterproof mascara and is a non smoker. Bobby has an unbreakable heart and likes to defrost the ice cream 30min before eating. They live in a dusty, colourish with build in bulletproof windows. This is a non European family. Sorry to say that this is a non fiction story and it is tuneness."      (i forgotten some parts ^^)

Therefore, we have to act this actions in front of the class later, I am insane, so i have to play with my hair, Irene is powerful by showing off her '6 packs.' Megan loves Crunchy bar by crunching it loudly and Irene added in "That is loud~" Anita likes waterproof mascara by blinking her eyes every seconds trying to electrocute somebody's eyes, Tengteng has an unbreakable heart by touching her chest... etc.. i am also the narrator, each and every actions they acted, all of us cant stop laughing... espeacially Annee, hahaha !!

In literature lesson, there is a dialog about Macbeth and Ian as usual, the joker everytime by adding 'RrrRRrr' every single word he reads, trying to be an English man. Sue Sin always blur, Sharwin was 'blind' that day, created alot of his words, making the dialog totally illogic, hahaha !!

On the way home in the LRT, Mei Sim and I got down at the Wangsa Maju station, there were so many people and we were afraid we might not get out of the train in time before the door closed. so we tried to push the person in front to walk faster as we were standing in the middle of the train, but there was a tall English man, really tall, was in front of Mei Sim. Mei Sim doesnt dare to push him because he is so tall and his ass is facing towards Mei Sim's face, hahahahah !!

Today is the most crazy day ever, after suffering for 8 weeks in our Y1S2 degree... Everybody is really insane and getting to know each others true colours, till here...

 

"Mat Rempit's" comment

July 13, 2007 Friday - It is 1.30am, i am not really sleepy yet, but going to bed after posting this.

"Mat Rempit" (you know who you are) actually told me something which frightens me and i didnt expect he will comment something about me, as he is a very funny guy, likes to giggle and does many types of sound effects.

The frightening news he told me was, he never talked to girls before, not until he came to KL and of course i ask him why..? He gave me a very funny answer, "because my hometown has no pretty girls !" Must be feeling weird why off a sudden he will tell me this kind of things. It actually started when i was joking with him that he uses capital letters during msn, "WHO SAID I LIKE TO BULI YOU !" It sounds like he is mad, so i told him he scared me, then he quickly apologise. I felt so bad that somebody say sorry to me and i took it as a joke. So thats probably how the conversation started...

Next, the unexpected comments by him towards me, he asked me how my boyfriend can stand me?! And i was like "harr??" What is Mat Rempit trying to say. I told him that i dont have a boyfriend but he doesnt believe me until i told him, i have no intimate photos with any guys in my friendster. Then only he believes, swt ~

So i asked him what if i have a boyfriend, why is it hard for him to stand me? Then he said normally guys like girls not too cool and not too simple, he is trying to say i am friendly and over friendly !! HAHAHA ! Mat Rempit was not the first person to say that, but those people who said it, they never gave me reasons, only Mat Rempit did. He said i am "over" because i dont get mad easily and when he called me "taiko," i laugh instead, because to me it is a joke and Mat Rempit expects me to be mad like other girls, hahaha.

Actually, i dislike girls that are so bitchy, fake attitude towards boy and girlfriends, they really piss me off. As i always say something sarcastic and dry, guys normally accept it and laugh their head out, but girls, when you said something sarcasticly as a joke, they will give you a mean smile and tell others.

Maybe because i have an elder brother who is 1 year older than me, watch programs that girls normally dislike such as, WWF now WWE, transformer cartoons, play with transformer when i was young and match them with my Barbie Dolls, mix some of his funny crazy friends, play basketball with the guys..etc 

Last time, there was a guy who told me that i am always laughing and smiling is not a good thing. Because it is hard for him to open his mouth and asked me "serious" matter.

When Mat Rempit said i am different from other girls, i was shocked actually, i thought Mat Rempit and the guys talk something bad behind me. Anyway Mat Rempit, thanks for being so honest and i guess i dont have to reveal your name, hahaha, as you prefer to be called as Mat Rempit.

I have to say i just love to laugh, you never see me at home, i can laugh until lying on floor calling for help when my younger brother did something stupid, all my family members stop laughing but this crazy girl here still laughing non stop...

Walking is tiring ~

July 12, 07 Thursday - Woo... Today i work my legs !! They are cramping now, luckily tomorrow is a holiday, if not i will be walking like a vampire, jumping like i am having a hiccup...

Felt sorry for Irene Chen, she had to accompany me to the bank and we walked from UTAR to Jaya 33. It was really far, we wanted to take the bus, but waited for half an hour still no sign of the stupid rapid KL, therefore, we decided to have some 'exercise !'

The wheather was warm but not really hot, it is windy and i dont know is it the cars zoom by which causes the wind. We were sweating when we reached the Public Bank, we head to the cash deposit machine and deposit RM108 to my friend for buying the World Championship tickets, at times we also enjoyed the air condition.

We were like crazy girls when we wanted to deposit the money, because it was the first time for both of us, so Irene key in the account no. of my friend's account and when the machine asked us something like how much do we want to deposit and place it in the "secret box" that suddenly opened by itself, we straight away put RM108 inside. And it refunded back to us !! but when it refunds, i lost RM5 !!??!! Haha, it actually wanted us to separate the RM5 and RM100, so we had to put it one by one but we didnt notice the sign said "No RM1,2 and coins." We keep on putting the 3 RM1 notes but it keeps on returning back to us, then only we noticed, Ahhh.. no Rm1 note !!

I was so stupid, i thought the machine is a touch screen, when it asked us to press 'ok' or 'cancel' i press the screen and nothing happens, it should pressed the side of the machine, we were laughing and laughing, what a great experience !

We wanted to fetch a cab after deposit, but most of the cabs were occupied, so we decided to walk again, but walking back is faster than going, maybe because of the slope. Really thank you my "husband" Irenee so much ! She is really a wonderful friend !! Not because she accompany me to the bank so i said that ! Dont get me wrong !!

After the end of the class, I WALKED AGAIN !! This time is even further, to the lrt station with Aaron, but i promise i will never walk again !! it is so damn far, my god !! I am so sweaty... Luckily i am smart, i brought a plastic fan today so i can use it and walk... But i am not going to walk to the LRT station anymore !! Mei Sim, you make the right choice by waiting for the bus although you have to stand for a long time for the bus to arrive.

But through walking, i absorbed alot of things, at least i know where is Jaya and Digital Mall, everytime i heard my friends said Jaya and i was like "HeHhhh???" No more stupidity May Shing !!

and yupp ! Walking is really tiring, i think i burn some calories today??!!?? haha...

Life Change

June 30, 07 Saturday - My life had changed since i left highschool, it is boring and stressful. During my school days, i dont have to worry anything, went to school early in the morning, came back in the afternoon, tuition ( the worst part of my life.) After getting into Universiti, i have to travel by train and bus, no more mummy waiting in front of the gate. Yes, i have a licence but most Malaysian drivers are reckless drivers and have to wake up early morning to book a parking space?!!??

When i grew up, i understand things better and know what is happening around me. Besides my personal life had change, my family life also change, alot !! I hate staying at home now, my mum is too noisy, likes to scold and nag, sometimes i feel like screaming at her and ask her to shut up. But i didnt do it of course, it makes the situation worst. I cried alot since last year because of my mother, i cant stand the way she kept scolding us (my brothers). Usually i am not an emotional person, it is very hard for me to cry really hard, only in tears. But now, when she scolds, my head and ears hurt, God ! So i always lock myself in the room and my "best friend" will always be my smelly blanket. I dont know how many times she nag, nag and nag each day. I can also see that my dad is controlling himself not to burst out when my mum scolded him for not keeping the house clean. She know she has high blood but still so grumpy. Her grumpiness started when she reach 50. Those mother who's going to reach 50, all the best to you !! XP

Thank God my classes for this sem are morning till evening, although it is tiring, but listening to the lecturers are so much better than hearing that sharp voice at home. When i run up stairs while she is "reading her bible" i will get shoot by her, so i have to wait til she finish "reading" only i can show my black and frustration look. I am not a party girl or those "yum cha" girls, and i dont have a best friend that can share my feelings with, except my blanket. So it is hard for me to get out of the house.

Hahhhh.... People will say that children are always wrong when their parents are scolding, but com' on, use a proper word and scold, my mum always scold us useless in cantonese "fai chai", that makes me hate her and dont feel like helping her out.

Sometimes, quite admire some of my friends can actually treat their mum as their friends, go shopping and stuff, and my friends can also consider as "fai chai" coz the way they act are almost the same as us, we still help out some things at home, but their mum treat them well...

Degree: 1 year 2 sem

May 28,07 Monday - Today is my first day of my semester 2 in English Language, i like the timetable for this semester, as i have 3 days holidays, from Friday to Sunday, not bad right??? hope this is the final timetable, dont change it please !! But on Monday till Thursday schedule will be quite pack, most of the classes starts from 8am and finish at 5 or 530pm. I actually like it, i dont have to take the bus and lrt that often, because my neighbour can send me to Uni at 8am and pick me home at 5 or 530pm.

The sad thing was, most of my classes are in PG block, the Home Expo building, maybe we get to kill time by browsing through the furniture??!!?? haha...  More convenient for my uncle to pick me and drop me, ^^except for Monday, my classes will be in PC.

Before that, i was hoping i would not have class on Friday, because i plan to watch World Championship in August with some of my friends, we plan to watch from the quarter finals onwards, and yesssSs... my dream come true !! hahaha...

Besides that, our course has a new friend, an indian guy, he is quiet, maybe he hasnt warm up and many of my coursemates cut their hair and the most obvious was Amy Ang, before that she has a long straight silky hair, after 3 weeks of holiday, she cuts boy hair, that was the biggest difference in our class, hahaha, but she still looks cool !! ^^

I am damn bored now !! i have to wait for 4 hours for my next lecture, my first class finish at 1130am, and i went to PA to buy bus tickets, the queue was quite long, waited for half an hour just to buy that 20 tickets, and after that, spend time with Angeline and May, they left at 1pm and now i am in the lab, did so many things, browse so many sites still not 2pm !! oh my goddd, i have class at 330pm !! this is sucks ! But just for this week !!

Lastly, hope this is the final timetable, no changing please !! some of my coursemates do not like it but i like it !! ^^ haha...

My Day Today

May 22, Tuesday - Its been a long time i didnt post my blog, before that was busy with my semester exams, because of last minute study and burning midnight oil during that few weeks, so after my exams, definitely sleep, sleep, and sleep.

I need 2 weeks to charge my battery, so today only i have the mood to type something in my blog.

What did i do during this 2 weeks? Hmmm? It is really boring, stay at home all these days, online, continue my Sims game, watch TV, went for a haircut, accompany my mum to Giant, went to the bank and yes, thats all.

Before that, i dislike going in to forums and stuff like that, now i actually like it and get to know many friends. After liking forums, i dislike going in to msn, i sheldom sign in my msn until my friends said, "Woii, lama tak chat lohh!!"

On May 18, Friday, my 3 highschool friends gave me a surprise check to my home, i was busy playing with my new hair and they suddenly called me up at around 11.30pm, i was freak out, as i was not prepared to see anybody, my hair was in a mess and i was wearing a very lousy home clothes. I told them to wait and my dog was barking like hell. My parents thought my elder brother's friends were waiting for him outside, and i have to shout "No! my friends", my parents also felt curious as nobody come and find me for so many years.

The most disappointing day was May 19, ManU lost in the FA Cup final, really frustrating and exciting. Frustrating because ManU had so many opportunities to score but they miss it and the referee did not give a penalty to Giggs. Exciting because both teams played well, when Chelsea got the ball, i was like "shit!" When ManU got the ball, "fingers cross" hope they scored !!

My most stupid day was May 21, my mum and I went to Giant and when we reach home, the auto gate is not functioning, my younger brother was showering, so my mum had to use the key and open it and i took over the driver's seat. Because i didnt drive for almost a month, i put on 'D", but i forgotten to push down the handbreak, and i felt something is not right, although i step on the accelerator, the car still moves. When i park the car i wanted to pull the handbreak up, it was already up, i was like "ShOoT, i forgot the handbreak!!"

My half year entertainment plan would be going to the World Championship in Bukit Jalil on August, ManU is coming too, but i am not that excited, i wanted to go the World Champ more than watching ManU, and my 3 months holiday, hope i find a promoter job, office job is kindda scary and maybe going Sabah end of this year for my cousin's wedding.

Cant wait for World Champ, i want to meet and take photo with my beloved Kien Keat, I love him so much, he is so funny !! ^^

Yupp Thats all ... the end

Worst Day

Apr 6, 2007 - This is my worst day ever and i hate this day ! It is super suck !

I am so, so embarass today ! Err..GOD! My right slipper flap broken when i am on my way to the bus stop. Before that, i felt very uneasy and uncomfortable wearing this slipper, i was wondering why am i out of balance? I didnt realise that my slipper's flap is going to break, until the end of the class.

I walk out of the Uni, and not far away i felt it is getting worst, i cant even walk. So i called my sapo friend weather she has extra slippers in her car, but too bad, she said she doesnt has extra slippers. I am so panic, nobody can help me, i cant even walk back to my Uni, unless i am bear footed.

Normally, when i have problem, i call my mum, but now i cant, because she doesnt know how to go to my Uni, feel like crying because i am so piss off ! Then, wow... "Angel" came and save me! Suddenly i think of Michelle, she stayed nearby, so i called her up to borrow me her slippers, i just want a better slipper to walk to the bus stop and to the lrt station.

So she came, and she gave me a lift to the Paramount station, she was laughing like hell in the car, OKay fine... since you save my life... Seriously, if not Michelle i really dont know what to do with my stupid slipper, should i continue dragging my right leg? i will look stupid and the bus stop is still miles away.

When my mum picked me up from the lrt station, i was complaining my stupid slippers and my mum was laughing too. Is it really that funny? I was so panic and everybody taking it as a joke, whatta!

I threw my slippers straight away after i reached home, but before i throw, i curse my stupid slipper "Idiot, treat me like that huh !" Ahhhh.... what a perfect experience !

That early morning, Angelia also had a broken slipper when she reached Uni, it is also the right side and she told me,i am the first person she told to. Maybe she spread her "sia" power to me, really THANK YOU her, swt ~

After i reached home, i took bath, wanted to put soap, suddenly no water. I was wondering, what day is today? Good Friday is my "Luckiest" day?

Next time,i am going to check my slippers properly before i go anywhere, not going to let this kind of incident happen again, i hate it ! HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT ! just laugh if you want to ... hahahahahhehehhuhuhhwakkakaka ~ ~ swt ~ ~ (==')

Happy & Worried

April 2, 2007 - This time i have 2 kinds of feelings. Happy and worried. Happy because today is my daddy and doggie's 52 and 8 years old birthday. My mum had bought a roastered chicken this afternoon. I am happy because all my assignments had handed up, what a relief ! Dont have to worried for assignments anymore. Besides that, i am happy because i found Koo's blog spot, the feeling was so amazing, if Ronaldo i might have fainted! haha

I am worried because my first semester final exam is around the corner and i am still not awake yet. Many of the things i still do not understand and my midterm results were bad. I am really scared that i might fail, holy goddie, pray for me! Cant imagine how my parents face will be if i fail.

Pray God, pray Kuan Yin, hope i will do well in my exams and give me some spirit to study. I feel like i am dead person. Just lazing around watch TV,Tv,TV! Err.. Yap May Shing, come on, stop dreaming! Really must do well, if not daddy will not buy a car for me !!! I WANT CAR !!!

Bye bye Amy Chin

  March 20, 2007 - It is a Tuesday, this day will be a sad day for Amy Chin and the EL students, as she is leaving us to study in other colleges.

Su Teng and Michelle had planned a farewell party for her and we decided to wear white for girls and black for guys as this is not a happy day for all of us. Su Teng chose an American Chocolate cake and Michelle bought a teddy bear holding a heart and a card. As for me, i in-charge of tissue papers. Those tissue that will not stick cream.

We held the party after our grammar class, which is around 11 something, Michelle found a good reason to accompany Amy out of the class then Aaron and Yee Von took the cake and present respectively.

Shan suddenly shouted what we supposed to say when Amy come inside the class, most of them decide to say "SURPRISE" ! But after Amy came inside the class, everybody was deep silence, and Jul was the only shouted "surprise !" (swt' )

Then Aaron placed the cake in front of her and she broke down immediately. She took a long time to recover then only she said "why give me such surprise ??!!?"  After she blew off the candle, we asked her to say a few words and she only said a word "Thank You", so we forced her best friend Michelle to say something about Amy, and the way Michelle said was very, very touching. (T.T)

Besides that, they were many paparazzis too and I am one of them. Most of my coursemates had a camera and recording handphones, so rich right? haha.

After the farewell, of course we took some pictures with Amy and some of our coursemates. It was really pity that Amy is leaving, because she is a very funny and hyper-active girl. We called her "Sek Sen" or Gourmet because she eats alot but she cant grow fat, how nice ~ ~ and our English course is already so little students haiZz...somebody is still leaving.

Anywhere, All the best to Fui Mee... cheers !

Different Saturday

17 March 2007 - It was another Saturday, but this Saturday was kind of fun. Usually my Saturday is sleep, sleep, sleep until afternoon then wake up and take my "branch", (yah, i know i am a pig) then watch TV the whole day, at night online or sometimes TV again, depends on the programmes. But ! That Saturday, i went to the National Library, it was my first time visiting the National Library in Titiwangsa, the place was deep silence, cold and BORED of course !!! I went there with my coursemates to rush our last minute assignment. Our meeting point was in TARC, 2 cars and 7 people. 

We reached there at 11.00am and took breakfast, but i did not. We spend around 5 hours to search, read and photostate our references. After that 1 of my crazy friend had Domino's vouchers so we stopped at Wangsa Maju Carrefour and eat. I ordered an ais kacang with ice cream on top, LOVE AIS KACANG VERY MUCH !! and my sapo friend accidentely drop her ice cream and she smash it like...Eww..poo poo !!!

We had so much fun there and we also took some pictures. We left the place around 6 something and my sapo friend sent me to TARC then my mum picked me up from there, and they left a very bad impression to my mum because the way they drive were very "ganas" !! Zig Zag, overtaking each other, Fu-lamak girls some more!!

It was kindda fun going out with them, because they were very crazy, because i did not eat in Uni so my sapo friend said that this was the first time she saw me eat, haha.

Domino's pizza is delicious too, not only Pizza Hut !! haha

My New Year "dreams"

Feb 27, 07 - Chinese New Year is over !! And everything is back to normal. Study, Study, Study... LRT, LRT, LRT... bus, bus, bus... early, early, early... this life is so damn boring.

Okay, about my new year, i eat alot, sleep alot, lazing on the sofa, watching TV, dont have to wake up early, dont have to travel 1 hour plus to Uni... But now, no more comfortable life.

For my chinese new year resolution, i want to EAT LESS like what i did last time, no more cookies, keropoks and sweets in my lists !!! Study of course, i just want to pass all my subjects, hope i can do well in Linguistics. Pengajian Malaysia is kindda sucks, got to memorise sejarah again ! Mass com is quiet tough, not as easy as foundation mass com. As for my private and personal life, hahaha... NO HURRY!! not desperate yet...

At the end of the year, i hope i can go to Sabah and attend my cousin's wedding and spend more time and days there. Although Sabah is quite boring, but i still wanna go !! hehe

After my semester 2, i will have a three months break, hope can find a job and earn some money to buy a camera + MP3 + bluetooth + infared + plus plus plus 3G flip handphone, wowww... it will be damn cool !

I also hope my daddy would buy me a second-hand Savvy, because i think Savvy is kindda cool and small, and i want a black or silver or blue colour Savvy...

I guess that is what i want for my new year resolution, a canggih handphone, a second-hand Savvy, travel to Sabah, slim down and study well only....

February

1 Feb, 2007 - It is another month, and today is a holiday because of Thaipusam and FT day.

My family members are quite busy today, my father was busy playing golf with his friends, my mum was busy making "O O Cake" (money biscuits) for Chinese New Year, I didnt help out because the fire is hot and i dont have any cooking talent, so i am afraid i might ruin those biscuits.  My elder brother was busy sleeping, my younger brother went to Jusco with his friends, my doggie was busy waiting for my mum to drop the biscuits so that he can eat and me, busy onlining.

Assigments, presentations and tests are coming soon on this month. Besides those stuff, Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day are also coming. But i am more excited about CNY, as i get to collect money without working ^^. Valentine's Day is like a normal day to me, but it is something special to those loving couples. My parents do not celebrate this day, because my dad is not a romantic type of person, and my mum is also not a romantic type of lady. But once, my mum purposely disturb my dad by telling him that today is Valentine's Day and why you do not have anything for me? Then, my dad told her, you want me to love you only on this day or you want me to love you everyday? My mum was dumb founded.

Almost forgot, this month is also one of my best friend's birthday, but i guess she do not need her friends to celebrate with her, because i heard there is a guy interested in her, but she keep saying he is just a FRIEND.

Okay, thats all for today, happy Thaipusam ^^

Guys, Guys, Guys

27 Jan 2007 - It is 12.20pm, two of my brothers had just went to school and college respectively.

Alright, my title for today's blog is about guys. HaiZz... guys now a days are really damn thick skin, and they do not the meaning of LOVE and FEELINGS. Just chat with a female sex for a few minutes and thats LOVE or LIKE. What the crap mann!!!! Most of this things happen are through online chatting or whatever websites you join as a member and you post or upload all your pictures and profiles there.

Maybe some girls like that kind of online love, but please, it wont last and you will be like an idiot liking somebody that you never met before. Maybe that person you are chatting with is a playboy or whatever boy you will not know, or he knows how to type something that makes you go crazy, or copy and past those words from internet.

I had that kind of experience before but i never take it seriously, because i think that is so childish and make me look "cheap" . Not that i am trying to be expensive, i am not pretty at all but that just wont work on me. ^^ I may chat with them, but i will act stupid or naive when they started to talk something far and fake feelings.

Online love i guess is mostly for those people who are desparate to find their another half, maybe their age is catching up, to kill time or to show off how many girlfriends he has chat with and feels that the person also likes him, that is so stupid !! This is to cheat those immature girls. But i guess, girls now a days are more mature that guys, they know what is real and what is fake, guys now a days wear skirt, "but not all of them" !!

   

Friend's Marriage

Jan 19, 2007 - One of my good friend got married and she invited me and my highschool mates to her house for buffet dinner. The food were delicious i must admit, got fried bihun, fried rice, fried chicken, roasted duck, mix vege and thats all i remember. I only took fried bihun and a crispy popia. While the desserts are watermelon, honey dew, 3 different colours of jelly like cake, and one plate of i dont know what is that, but is nice. ^^

Ok, no more food, now let me type something about the bride and groom. My friend, the bride was very pretty that day, wearing her favourite colour dress, while the groom, nothing special, just a red shirt and long pants. But the groom had to go home early because he need to prepare and have enough sleep for the big day, thats why we didnt manage to have a picture with him. From his look, he is quite smiling, very skinny for a guy and black hair...

After the dinner, we spend time chit chatting with each other, to update our news about our old classmates, see who is the next to get married... ^^ Besides talking, talking we also took some pictures to see who is more photogenic, and the winner was TingTing, she wore a low-cut blouse and a mini skirt and obviously, she stole the lime light that day.

We left the bride's home before 10pm, because many of our friends were very tired after working and having classes that morning till evening and straight away to her house and eat.

Then Eugene send me and Kim home, and on the way to my home, Eugene didnt realise there was a hump in front because the street lights were off, so he just fly over it and Kim almost knock her head on the dashboard, after the hump, we were laughing like hell in the car...

Alright, thats all for now....THE END

My First Ever Blog

January 11, 2007 , 11.30pm, i started writing blog because i am bored and i can't sleep, so trying to spend some time here and make myself sleepy.

I had started my year 1 semester 1 degree in english language, so far so good, the lecturers and the tutors are quite interesting and not many students taking up this course, so the class is quite peaceful but not quiet and not noisy, just nice...

There are 40 + students all together and many of them are STPM students, as for foundation students like me, only have around 11 students i guess. But i didn't get to know all of them, as you know, only one week, just smile at each other, maybe until semester 2 or 3 there will be another Secret Garden, like what happen during my foundation year...

I don't know why semester 1 i get tired easily, keep yawning, yawning and yawning. As in foundation semester 1, i also yawn a lot in class, but after semester 2 and 3 not that worst. Maybe still in a holiday mood...

I guess i will stop here, it is already 11.50pm, i got to go to bed, tomorrow need to wake up early and as usual, take lrt then bus to Uni, this is the first time i need to take public transports to class everyday. During school years and days, mum always send and pick me on time in front of the school gate...

Godd..i thought i should have stop before this paragraph... Alright, this is the end of my first bloggie...Night (^00^)